Thank you guys, I woke up to this, this morning. I appreciate you all so much. Thank you for the support and thank you for reading and making me feel worth a damn! These poems and short stories are for you all, you're not alone, we suffer but we help eachother build a ladder! 'Simon... Continue Reading →



MISDIRECTION Back into my bedroom, its for my own protection,slightly more imprisoned, I'm losing my connection.Hide all of the mirrors, say "NO" to my reflection,there's too much damage done, I seep like an infection.The ooze begins to puss, a volcano like eruption,only me, not us, can endure this corruption.Comatose, a dream like state, enter an inception,I thought that I could... Continue Reading →

Spread Them Like Roses

SPREAD THEM LIKE ROSESThe red, velvet petals sprinkled upon the bed.The gentle flicker of candle light, whispered with the wind.The plan had been set in place, andthe excitement plastered on his face with a widespread grin.They lay upon the silken sheets,when blood began to pour.For he was not there to see his love,this woman was... Continue Reading →

Judgy McScrewface

I don't need your judgement. I loathe myself enough! Those snarky little digs. Focus on yourself my love. No body is perfect, we all have a voice in our head. Some voices so critical, we could use a friend instead. So keep your screwface to yourself, your unwise words aren't wanted. Keep your nose out... Continue Reading →

Hate Thyself

I need to punish myself, hurt myself, cut myself off! Poison is unpredictable, and my soul is lost! My nerves so bad I'm shaking, my head heavy as lead. My spirit constantly breaking, my body cold and dead! I hate myself profusely, I really make me sick. Maybe we should lock me up, poke me... Continue Reading →

Sobering Up!

I hate myself, I'm sobering up. The poison hurts, I give a fuck. I need to cry, I need a hug. Stash that shit, under a rug. Got the shakes, the jitter bug. No life here, just grief, no love! Why do i do this? I feel so rough! This is shit, I'm such a... Continue Reading →


Alcohol wearing off, sadness setting in. My heart sinks to the depths of hell, the demons start to sing. I fight a losing battle, I bearly live to breathe. My monsters taken over, drown in anxiety!

Worry Head

It really is a struggle, just to get out of bed.I really try not be, but I'm a worry head.Everything is broken, nothing seems to fit.Please, could I just have a little happiness?I don't mean to feel so sad. I want to be like you.But all the normal somethings are really hard to do.Please don't... Continue Reading →

Anxiety Rainbow

Multicolored sponges attack me in my sleep. Seeping into me, frustration seems to creep. Burnt oranges and fiery reds splattered on a canvas. Too familiar a feeling, provoking the madness. I spiral closer into the murky depths, soiled browns and ashen grey take hold of my breath. I struggle with my mind, a battle to... Continue Reading →

Devil’s Hour

What the hell am I doing in the middle of the night? Waking up battered, like I've been in a fight. My head feels fuzzy and I think I blacked out. Smashed on the head, knocked out with a clout! Multicolored sploges, decorate my skin.Claret on the sheets, crusted deep with in.Pillow cases chaosed in... Continue Reading →

Brewing with Hate

You make me feel beautiful, with your warm embrace.Attack me with kisses all over my face.Never more happy then when I am with you.Until the next day, when I spectacularly lose.The poison coursing throughout my veins.Toxins increasing, cells burst from my brain.You left me in the most vulnerable state.No longer I love you, I'm brewing... Continue Reading →

Humanity so Broken

What if the most sadistic of us, are the ones most filled with pain? Bombarded with so much empathy, it drives us quite insane? Humanity so broken, hope turns into despair. Untrusted opponents, breathing the same air. The wheels are circling backwards, hatefulness is rife. The ignorance, boils my blood, my only friend a knife.... Continue Reading →

Panic Disorder

What was the trigger? Nothing really happened. Something inside is chocking me! I'm swollen, much bigger, my throat is tight. It's closing in, and I can't breathe! Sweating profusely, cascading droplets of fear. My mind is fractured, rapidly, racing! My chest pounding, ready to tear. My heart aggressively, pulpatating! My bodies is breaking, ready to... Continue Reading →


I'm trying to write something profound, I want to entice you, keep you around. As I look at my screen, there's a block in my head, its rife in here, but creativities dead! I'm trying to take you all on a journey, I try to be pleasant, but I want you to know me. I appreciate all of... Continue Reading →


You're so numb, even alcohol won't hit you? You've tried to be intoxicated, but you're simply immune? Trying to escape, you hope to soon. Your life has lost rhythm, your hearts out of tune! Done wishing for something, anything good! Multiple shadows, divert to the woods. The souls of the heathen, cloaked with hoods. Why... Continue Reading →


I don't believe in psychic,but I seem to always know!I hate my intuition,these feelings really blow!I suppose its like a pillow,my emotions don't need to show.But, my gut is shot with sickness,and I cry when I'm alone!The day started so cheery,been smiling all day long.I can't pin point when it happened,but I knew that I... Continue Reading →

Olde Tragedy

Damascus blade, slice through flesh. Wounded maid, with bloodied breast. Stab her heart, middle of chest. Crimson paint, soaks her dress. Struggling maiden, fighting for breath. A broken heart, caused her death. Love once was, all now bereft. One more demon, one angel less.

Sly Silly Sausages

No, naughty, gnomes, I don't want you near my home. You're grumpy and evil, in my garden, you shall not roam! Mischievous, mini, minions, I see you changing places. No longer steady statues, you stare, with vicious faces. Little, looming, liars, with your appetites voracious. Ready to tuck into flesh, your actions completely ferocious! Crawling,... Continue Reading →

Happy Birthday

Slice of cake, pour the bubbly. Rip the paper, lovely jubbly! Sip champagne, shot the voddy. Squeeze on the dance floor, and shake your body! It's your special day, it's all about you! Let's get silly, on the witches brew. So, Happy Birthday, and all of that. But, you got work in the morning, so... Continue Reading →

Sleepy Head

What are you there, lurking under my bed? All I am is a sleepy head. I mean you no harm, so please leave me be. I'm good and kind, just watch you'll see. What troubles you so, could I help, maybe? Hey, I can still see you, why won't you speak? Please MR come from... Continue Reading →

Theres Nothing Wrong With You.

She's consulting me, telling me how I feel. "You're not as sick as you say you are, if its in your head it's not real!" "Although your stomachs in knots, and your doubled over in pain. I can't help you with any relief, like I said, it's your brain." "I need you realise, it's not... Continue Reading →

When Can We All Be Human?

A monstrous population, demanding segregation. Wishing for the annihilation, of progressive intergration. We are all important races, with differnt colour faces! Inhabiting various places. Sick of the disgraces!!! These 'Old Fashioned' wanksters, negating, that they're gansters. Just, internet trolls and pranksters, some say that its all banter? The best of us will win soon, against,... Continue Reading →

A Little

Recognising that it's ok to feel this way! And whilst you struggle from day to day, your life is worth living! So do something little to celebrate. Whether it be a stroll, a leap or a roll. Maybe listen to that music that moves your soul? Jump in the shower to wash that skin. Your... Continue Reading →


POP! There it goes. You were content, from your head to your toes. Yet, somehow, and goodness knows? You're riddled with dread, shot with a blow! Your stomach is turning. The fear disconcerting! Feeling helpless, you're burning, and your heart is done yearning. Nothing and no one, means anything, and your done! Constant night time.... Continue Reading →

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