Fresh Baked Lies

I have a plan, I need a mask. I need to put on a presentable facade! So I can film, and make a kill! So the consumers will give me money at their will! I need their love, but in disguise. Give me more money and I'll always love you guys! Make more content, dispite... Continue Reading →

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We are Creatives!

I refuse to be broken anymore!I have a plan to change my life around!I can make it as a creative.I won't let you push me underground!I know not everyone will love our work.I know not everyone will care.But, I know we're too good to give it up!So let's support eachother and share, share, share!I love... Continue Reading →

Cash Money

I'm skint, I'm poor, I'm brasic! Would robbing a bank be too drastic? Some cash would be fantastic! She falls to the floor. Dramatic! I need to do something! Literally, anything! But I can't afford a thing. For my supper, I shall sing! Who wants to take me out. Next time will be my shout!... Continue Reading →

FOOD ADDICTION!!!

I want fried chicken and macaroni cheese! I'll get mad if its healthy, take away the salad, please! Did someone say takeaway, lets get a chinese! I can't stop eating, I got a disease! I'm sad, so some give me some food. I'm happy, so feed me to celebrate my mood. I have no will... Continue Reading →

You’re No Monster.

Tap, tap, tap, on the window. I wish you would go away!At bloody 3 am, it's really early and super late!I see your silhouette, project upon my moon lit wall.A sinister figure. Seemingly, over 10ft tall.I try to stay fixed like furniture, a cobbled stone like statue.Medusa clapped her eyes on me, but that makes me... Continue Reading →

FUCK IT!

I'm nervous,I'm nauseous.It's chaos,I'm cautious!Don't trust it,don't want it.Don't stay here,run from it!Smack,there you have it,Stuck,inside this shit!I'm losing,forever.A fix,will be never.I'll spiral,I'll sink.I'll gorge,on the drink.More I do,less I think.Nothingness,on the brink!Understanding,is futile!Want saving,denile!Just lose it,you've lost it.Can't grab it,never had it!

I’m a silly girl

I know you don't think I'm smart enough. You forget the experience I've had to endure. I ask you for support and I keep quiet when I get nothing.I let you run out of the proverbial door! What if I was hoping to start a whole new life, let writing be my vocation? I'd get... Continue Reading →

Queen of Crappy

I've got no motivation, my body's kinda numb. The only sorta of emotion is, I'm feeling pretty glum! I know what will work, but I'm scared to do it! Every time i do, for days I feel like shit! But, its so boring, I've not been outside for a week. Do I go and buy... Continue Reading →

Gluttony and Dark Poetry

I have started asking fellow friends for illustrations and characters for my blog/short stories/poetry. This beautiful rose illustration is by one of my favourites, Thank you my lovely xxx I'm regressing, I can feel it, I've not stepped outside all week. Everything feels so difficult, I can't even brush my teeth! The only thing comforting,... Continue Reading →

NO to the PHONE!

I can not pick up right now, my tensions are running high. By all means send a text and I'll get back to you, alright? How many of you fuckers call my arse just to be sly? Knowing my pathetic self will hear it ring, and maybe cry?  Who of you think you're slick, playing with my emotions? Having to... Continue Reading →

Inside Out.

Why do I disassociate myself from sexual intimacy? Why when I have intercourse, do I need a drink in me? Where are the desires that I'm supposed to feel? Why does nothing sensual, ever feel real? What's wrong lady, you think maybe its the chemo? Could also be the menopause, it can cause this you... Continue Reading →

Misdirection

MISDIRECTION Back into my bedroom, its for my own protection,slightly more imprisoned, I'm losing my connection.Hide all of the mirrors, say "NO" to my reflection,there's too much damage done, I seep like an infection.The ooze begins to puss, a volcano like eruption,only me, not us, can endure this corruption.Comatose, a dream like state, enter an inception,I thought that I could... Continue Reading →

Spread Them Like Roses

SPREAD THEM LIKE ROSESThe red, velvet petals sprinkled upon the bed.The gentle flicker of candle light, whispered with the wind.The plan had been set in place, andthe excitement plastered on his face with a widespread grin.They lay upon the silken sheets,when blood began to pour.For he was not there to see his love,this woman was... Continue Reading →

Judgy McScrewface

I don't need your judgement. I loathe myself enough! Those snarky little digs. Focus on yourself my love. No body is perfect, we all have a voice in our head. Some voices so critical, we could use a friend instead. So keep your screwface to yourself, your unwise words aren't wanted. Keep your nose out... Continue Reading →

Hate Thyself

I need to punish myself, hurt myself, cut myself off! Poison is unpredictable, and my soul is lost! My nerves so bad I'm shaking, my head heavy as lead. My spirit constantly breaking, my body cold and dead! I hate myself profusely, I really make me sick. Maybe we should lock me up, poke me... Continue Reading →

Worry Head

It really is a struggle, just to get out of bed.I really try not be, but I'm a worry head.Everything is broken, nothing seems to fit.Please, could I just have a little happiness?I don't mean to feel so sad. I want to be like you.But all the normal somethings are really hard to do.Please don't... Continue Reading →

Devil’s Hour

What the hell am I doing in the middle of the night? Waking up battered, like I've been in a fight. My head feels fuzzy and I think I blacked out. Smashed on the head, knocked out with a clout! Multicolored sploges, decorate my skin.Claret on the sheets, crusted deep with in.Pillow cases chaosed in... Continue Reading →

Brewing with Hate

You make me feel beautiful, with your warm embrace.Attack me with kisses all over my face.Never more happy then when I am with you.Until the next day, when I spectacularly lose.The poison coursing throughout my veins.Toxins increasing, cells burst from my brain.You left me in the most vulnerable state.No longer I love you, I'm brewing... Continue Reading →

Humanity so Broken

What if the most sadistic of us, are the ones most filled with pain? Bombarded with so much empathy, it drives us quite insane? Humanity so broken, hope turns into despair. Untrusted opponents, breathing the same air. The wheels are circling backwards, hatefulness is rife. The ignorance, boils my blood, my only friend a knife.... Continue Reading →

Panic Disorder

What was the trigger? Nothing really happened. Something inside is chocking me! I'm swollen, much bigger, my throat is tight. It's closing in, and I can't breathe! Sweating profusely, cascading droplets of fear. My mind is fractured, rapidly, racing! My chest pounding, ready to tear. My heart aggressively, pulpatating! My bodies is breaking, ready to... Continue Reading →

Blocked

I'm trying to write something profound, I want to entice you, keep you around. As I look at my screen, there's a block in my head, its rife in here, but creativities dead! I'm trying to take you all on a journey, I try to be pleasant, but I want you to know me. I appreciate all of... Continue Reading →

Numb

You're so numb, even alcohol won't hit you? You've tried to be intoxicated, but you're simply immune? Trying to escape, you hope to soon. Your life has lost rhythm, your hearts out of tune! Done wishing for something, anything good! Multiple shadows, divert to the woods. The souls of the heathen, cloaked with hoods. Why... Continue Reading →

Intuition

I don't believe in psychic,but I seem to always know!I hate my intuition,these feelings really blow!I suppose its like a pillow,my emotions don't need to show.But, my gut is shot with sickness,and I cry when I'm alone!The day started so cheery,been smiling all day long.I can't pin point when it happened,but I knew that I... Continue Reading →

Olde Tragedy

Damascus blade, slice through flesh. Wounded maid, with bloodied breast. Stab her heart, middle of chest. Crimson paint, soaks her dress. Struggling maiden, fighting for breath. A broken heart, caused her death. Love once was, all now bereft. One more demon, one angel less.

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