Theres Nothing Wrong With You.

She's consulting me, telling me how I feel. "You're not as sick as you say you are, if its in your head it's not real!" "Although your stomachs in knots, and your doubled over in pain. I can't help you with any relief, like I said, it's your brain." "I need you realise, it's not... Continue Reading →

A Little

Recognising that it's ok to feel this way! And whilst you struggle from day to day, your life is worth living! So do something little to celebrate. Whether it be a stroll, a leap or a roll. Maybe listen to that music that moves your soul? Jump in the shower to wash that skin. Your... Continue Reading →

Hardly Aware

Flying Going on holiday. Fly on the plane. This vessel is filled with fear, so insane! I'm nervous and feel sick! Yet the outcome is fun. But if anything goes wrong, I can't up an run! Stuck with panic, but also with glee. These conflicting emotions are messing with me! Take tablets to get there,... Continue Reading →

Thunder Cloud

There's a thunder cloud hovering above me, positioned to strike, at any moment! It threatens to pierce electricity straight through me. It is a Fierce opponent! Slowly, I stroll through the Valley of the Unknown, and turn the corner of Riddled With Symptoms. The aches and pains jerk rapidly, dancing together, in disharmonic rhythm. Sickness... Continue Reading →

One of Those Years

When I wake up, I'm instantly drowning. My face is immediately frowning. Surrounded by the darkest day, my heart is filled, full of grey. Pain races through my body, anxiety courses quickly inside me. Panic sets in, not yet out of bed. Everything jumbled inside of my head. Whispers of rumours, clutter my ears, reciting... Continue Reading →

The lost

The trapped are calling me, screaming out my name. Hands over my ears, I try to hide from guilt and shame. They're trying to convince me that I am just the same. These problems self inflicted, only got myself to blame. I can feel their heartache, I can feel their pain. The blood of the... Continue Reading →

Can One Go Mad Waiting?

The results are back, but we've no information to give. The tests were neither negative nor positive. You'll have to wait another six weeks. Lets hope it's only a minor disease? Sorry you're now an insomniac, once again riddled with panic attacks. We promise to get to the bottom of this. Do try not to hissy fit!... Continue Reading →

Possessed

Tears streamed down her face as she was hit with the realization that no one could hear her. She felt like she was screaming out in pain, but instead the hurt just hid, burried deep inside. She tried to dig her way back out, clawing at anything she could. However the harder she looked, the... Continue Reading →

I resign!

I was pushing through, but my oxygen depleted. I told you all before, I need isolation after meeting. But I let myself get bombarded, with everybody's woes. So much so, it's got me ripping at my hair and clothes. I need my cave now and I need to be left alone. I was taken for... Continue Reading →

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