The lost

The trapped are calling me, screaming out my name. Hands over my ears, I try to hide from guilt and shame. They're trying to convince me that I am just the same. These problems self inflicted, only got myself to blame. I can feel their heartache, I can feel their pain. The blood of the... Continue Reading →

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Run Away

Too much is happening, I want to run away. I really don't think there is any reason for me to stay? Death is around the corner, every place I look. Am I the Grimm Reaper? Seriously, I'm shook! I didn't think my thirties, would be my morbid years?! Sweat inducing calamities, and nightmarish fears. Maybe... Continue Reading →

Loser

I don't want to be alone forever, I really don't! But when I try, everything dictates that I'll be forever alone. For a couple of weeks my energy is up. I'm well and happy, I've got some luck. Then low and behold, in it comes creeping. Sickness and terror and that panicky feeling. So I... Continue Reading →

Fair game

Has anything happened in your adult life, that made you instantly regress back to childhood? That frightened and unsure state of mind that eventually lead to you being misunderstood. Where people think you're the one overreacting, because they're too intoxicated. But hold on I'm the child here, why with these people are we affiliated? Why... Continue Reading →

Anxiety Elf.

Things were approaching normal again. The mainstream, just in sight. I even went on date yesterday and I had a lovely night. I went to bed all content, and wrapped up all in joy. Well, until my anxiety popped up, just to annoy! "For goodness sake anxiety, why can't you let me be?" "Well I... Continue Reading →

Kidnap (Ch13)

This is a fictional story. Chapter 13 of 'Death of a Teddy' Chloe's body was trembling in disbelief. "What are you doing mummy?" She cried out whilst squeezing me, then all these men came rushing in. One man grabbed Chloe and took her away and then she dropped me on the floor. "No please I... Continue Reading →

A very honest entry.

Do you ever have those conflicting feelings? For instance I hate the way I look right now because I'm fat and disgusting. However I have a massive urge to stuff my face with carbs and dairy, also sushi but I always crave sushi! I'm not actually stuffing my face but I am fantasizing about a... Continue Reading →

Camera Phone

Unfortunately this is a real situation. I've witnessed many times before by different people. Not just into my window, others too. Sometimes strangers sometimes not! Please be careful don't leave yourself open to sneaks and creeps thinking they are allowed to violate your home! There are cameras everywhere now! We all spend time on our... Continue Reading →

Party (Ch12)

This is a fictional story. Chapter 12 of 'Death of a Teddy' It was the big night, and the flat was a buzz. I was excited. We would get them at last. I anxiously waited for Jack to arrive, whilst downstairs the party rocking into the night. 20's and 30's of people squeezed into a... Continue Reading →

Revenge

Nothing like a woman scorned!!! An all emcumbering sadness, searing through my chest. Nausea creeps into my gut, rendering me a mess. The emotion shoots right through me forceful and suddenly. Leaving me in full confusion, for seconds before I was happy? The sizzle begins to spread throughout my broken shell. Dragging me far and... Continue Reading →

Hospital (Ch11)

This is a fictional story. Chapter 11 of 'Death of a Teddy' Chloe squeezed me tight. Wishing and praying that her big sister would wake up. We sat by her side willing her better, sending positive vibes and all of our love. Droplets of water fell on my fur. I look up and noticed her... Continue Reading →

Dad (Ch7)

Again this is a fictional story these are not true events. Please enjoy 🙂 My body was burning when I heard him call my name, I felt like a dirty, disgusting stain. How could he be lying there completely comatose. Next to a field of men doing, well goodness knows? I could feel the tears... Continue Reading →

School Bully (Ch3)

Chapter 3 of 'Death of a Teddy bear' Rhyming story. This is a fictional story. The school bell began to bellow, rounding up the pupils. Jumping of the climbing frames and scooping up the balls. The skipping ropes are gathered, folded up and tied. All the children run along to perform the perfect line. The... Continue Reading →

The Plan Behind The Booze

Alcohol, the socially acceptable drug, truly poisonous but feels like a hug. The elixir, a combination sweet and bitter, the taste of heaven until hell hit her. At first it wraps you in happiness and love then embarks a folly of distrust. A haze you're now in with memories a flutter, deep down you know... Continue Reading →

Angry

I was given a second chance. My life began again. Then it was grabbed from under me and now all I feel is pain. The doctors smile politely as I greet them pale and grey. They talk of medication, cures and instructions I must obey. They fill me with poison that kills the poison killing... Continue Reading →

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