Always Anxious Me

My eyes closing, ready to sleep, I feel you hovering over me. Immediately they open to scan and see, there's no one here, my room is empty. But your presence is felt, I know you're here. I feel the heat of your breath, you're definitely near. I'm filled with anger, but mostly fear! You know... Continue Reading →

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Shh

Shh! I hear it scuttling toward us, We should not breathe until it passes. Try not to move, nor twitch or fuss, For it shall be both our arses. It's stench so dense, A more vulgar, manure. Pass out from the horror? Just a whiff is torture, pure! It's heaving, snarling, Crawling, along the walls.... Continue Reading →

The lost

The trapped are calling me, screaming out my name. Hands over my ears, I try to hide from guilt and shame. They're trying to convince me that I am just the same. These problems self inflicted, only got myself to blame. I can feel their heartache, I can feel their pain. The blood of the... Continue Reading →

Can One Go Mad Waiting?

The results are back, but we've no information to give. The tests were neither negative nor positive. You'll have to wait another six weeks. Lets hope it's only a minor disease? Sorry you're now an insomniac, once again riddled with panic attacks. We promise to get to the bottom of this. Do try not to hissy fit!... Continue Reading →

Do me wrong.

This is not my story, but it is for so many people! Sometimes one person in the relationship takes the other for granted. Men and women can be equally ghastly and this is why I have not put a gender to either party. If your partner starts to do things that are dangerous, GET OUT!!!... Continue Reading →

I’m the real her!

This is a second part to the poem, 'The Other Me' I actually got inspiration for this one through music and when I perform it (to myself) I actually rap the words. Whilst I can see it works as a rap I can not! Any way I hope you guys enjoy it?! I'm raging inside... Continue Reading →

My walk through the forest.

Tiptoe, I creep through twig and twine, what was once green, now brown and ashey, grey. Through the enchanted forest, I follow the singing wind and natures sway. The leaves left after death, whirling in a brittle haze. The ashey bushes twist and wind into an impossible maze. Lost, I manoeuvre aimlessly, unaware of my... Continue Reading →

Monster in my mind

I don't know why this is happening? I don't want to die! But lately I've been contemplating, my own suicide. Got that tricky demon whispering, living in my mind. Make the world swallow me whole, I really want to hide! It tells me lots of lies, to make me think I'm bad. Makes me think... Continue Reading →

To the monster in my nightmares

Please stop tapping on the window, you can't come in. I'm trying to sleep and your interfering. I want to dream wonderful things, get away from reality. You're here every night, why are you stalking me? What are you doing here, what do you want? Shall I write 'STAY OUT' on the window in big... Continue Reading →

Under the Bed

I heard a scratching from under my bed. Too close for me, right by my head. The wind whistles and rattles the windows, in time with the noise down below. What do I do? Do I face it head on? Do I just close my eyes, hope nothing goes wrong? It's not a dream, I've... Continue Reading →

Well that took a turn.

I let you corrupt me. Ok I wasn't a virgin but you took it too far. Our eyes met, and though I was excited I sensed something sinister. Yet I let myself get taken in, by your deep blue eyes and purly white grin. You stroked my hair and whispered in my ear. I know... Continue Reading →

Sickness through out my body and mind.

A satisfying sight, the recovery from a fight. The sun shines brightly and the world's a delight. At least I can breathe and the cancerous pollution no longer has me. Finally I feel the glory, finally I'm free, the path is clear for me to see. Well didnt that start off so sweet, the remmsion... Continue Reading →

1st night!

It comes closer every night. I see a monstrous silhouette crawl down from the roof of the train. I'm at the front of the carriage and there are nine people behind me. That makes me number ten. I see it slyly, slither behind the passengers at the far back. Instantaneous heat fills the car. Sweat... Continue Reading →

Predator

"Come here young lady. Where are you off to?" "I'm just off to see my friends sir, what about you?" "I was just going for a stroll, do you need some company?" "No thank you, I'm nearly there sir. I don't need you to walk with me." "But you're alone on the street, I think... Continue Reading →

Randoms at the Door.

There we go again. Randoms at the door. It's happening so much again, it's hard to ignore. But if I react or answer it, I know things will get worse. Its like living in this flat of mine is just a massive curse. The people who have been here before, frequent when they're drunk. Only... Continue Reading →

Mental Illness doesn’t mean crazy!

Oops. I think I scared you when I mentioned mental illness. Because to those that don't understand it, mental illness equals crazy. You think people like me have got a screw loose. The kinds of beasts that'll eat your babies. To you this imbalance in my mind automatically makes me dangerous. You act like if... Continue Reading →

1 Minute Musical

This is just me being random, but I thought it was kind of good? Very mini musical. Should I make a musical? NO BITCH YOU CAN'T SING. IT IS NOT GOOD!!!

Halloween Feast.

Well hello there and happy halloween, its been at least a year since you were last seen, creeping out of your rotting tomb. I know you are hungry, dinner will pass soon. Oh hi and All Hallows Eve to you. Loving the new accessories on your broom. Please my dear sit with us. Soon there... Continue Reading →

Kidnap (Ch13)

This is a fictional story. Chapter 13 of 'Death of a Teddy' Chloe's body was trembling in disbelief. "What are you doing mummy?" She cried out whilst squeezing me, then all these men came rushing in. One man grabbed Chloe and took her away and then she dropped me on the floor. "No please I... Continue Reading →

Party (Ch12)

This is a fictional story. Chapter 12 of 'Death of a Teddy' It was the big night, and the flat was a buzz. I was excited. We would get them at last. I anxiously waited for Jack to arrive, whilst downstairs the party rocking into the night. 20's and 30's of people squeezed into a... Continue Reading →

From beneath.

"Hello?" I call out. "Its dark in here!" I can't see a thing and there's a stench in the air. Such a frightful atmosphere, I feel I'm suffocating in this space that I share? Moisture surrounds my skin, my mind full of poison and the oxygen thin. My body starts to convulse and I can... Continue Reading →

Journey with the beast.

I can see it staring through the crack in the blinds. It thinks it's invisible and it watches my vulnerability whilst I lay on my bed staring at the tele. Yet I'm watching it too. I say 'IT' because even though it has a human form it's eyes glare at me a toxic yellow. From... Continue Reading →

Senses

I hear you breath, not far away. I hear you scrambling around today. I hear you hunt to find your prey. I hear you but ignore you anyway. I smell the corroding flesh upon your bones. I smell the stench of the last place you roamed. I smell the blood that you last had. I... Continue Reading →

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