Happy for Once.

He made my anxiety completely disappear. Just by holding me close and talking nonsense all night. Snuggled up, his arms a blanket, wrapped round my body. He reassured me with kisses on my face, and I feel light.

Our fingers intertwined as we lay on the bed. Just words and kisses. We do that normal thing of likes and dislikes. So this is what I’ve been missing?

Oh I’m going to ride this train as long as I can. And no! I’m not nieve I know it’s early doors, but might as well, before it all goes to hell, another shit heap on the floor!

So now I’m grinning from ear to ear, wrapped up in a floaty cloud. For once I’m actually happy, and of this I am proud.