Oh my, I am overcome with ugliness today. Tears cascade down my cheeks longing for a change.
Sickness bubbles in the pit of my gut. Burning my soul on the way up.
Wallowing in self doubt and lotheable pity. Wishing once again that I could be pretty.
Watching the beauties on show before me, looking as lovely as can be.
All I can do is beg and plead, in the back while I rage with envy.
I rush social media for tips and ideas. Ache for these women in their plus size careers.
Long to be like them and love thyself. A gorgeous full size lady with all the health.
But today the mirror reminds me that on closer inspection. I’m not what you want in the reflection!