Pretty.

Oh my, I am overcome with ugliness today. Tears cascade down my cheeks longing for a change.

Sickness bubbles in the pit of my gut. Burning my soul on the way up.

Wallowing in self doubt and lotheable pity. Wishing once again that I could be pretty.

Watching the beauties on show before me, looking as lovely as can be.

All I can do is beg and plead, in the back while I rage with envy.

I rush social media for tips and ideas. Ache for these women in their plus size careers.

Long to be like them and love thyself. A gorgeous full size lady with all the health.

But today the mirror reminds me that on closer inspection. I’m not what you want in the reflection!

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