Just a Little Longer!

Dreaming about an embrace of an other, and I dont mean just the touch of my lover. I can't wait to see you all, drink with you, dance! Party again in a delectable trance. Watching the world go by, is boring, so dull. But, still I see many of you out there, so out of... Continue Reading →

Today’s the Day!

I had a walk, I had a cry. I breathed a little, In, out and sigh! The question, Is why? Its, because today is the day, That I die! Seems so far fetched, Yet I'm convinced! My last drop of oxygen, Close to rinsed. My chest grows tight, Fall down and wince. Bones broken now,... Continue Reading →

Succubus or Sycophant?

It's a sexual being, It breathes, it pants. Is she a succubus, Or a sycophant? The spirits are high, Fantasies rise. Genuine emotion, Or is it all lies? Electricity is flowing, It's strange and unclear. Part of me tingles, But I don't want you near! You think me a tease, Fake affections portrayed. My soul... Continue Reading →

The Fables Warn Out

I'm more enthusiastic when I'm drinking,I know what you are thinking!More she downs, the more she sinks,glasses meet with a glorious 'clink!'Cheers to you, cheers to life,forget love though, you're unlady like!The irons luke warm, never to strike.Broken, failed, not so contrite!Candles blown out, smoke has settled,boiling has ended, no longer a kettle.Grin a facade,... Continue Reading →

Monsters are stronger at night

I stand behind the willow tree, longing for you to notice me. I can't bring myself to call your name, as I hide amongst the leaves, head held in shame. You're a temptress, wild and free, too perfect for reality. They want to destroy you, you can not be tamed. Rip you to shreads, leave... Continue Reading →

Can she make you smile?

You're thinking about her again, I can see it in your eyes. Theres a twinkle glazed upon them and a scatter to your thighs. You can't stay still, you're out of your mind. You're full of great gestures, all loving and kind! You fantazise about mundane things, but doing them with her makes your heart... Continue Reading →

Papa Legba

Closing my weary eyes becomes the scariest task at night. Not knowing if I'll ever awake, my chest clamps, tight! My breath is fleeting, my oxygen light. My symptoms exaggerated, I just don't feel right. My brain is fuzzy, losing my sight. Lifes floating by, minds high as a kite. I beg Papa Legba, with... Continue Reading →

Wouldn’t It?

Wouldn't it be wonderful to be as light as air. Still a good person, but a different style of care. Guilt didnt live deep in our guts. Others walk round, without sticks up their butts! Life filled with love, instead of hatred. No one vulnerable, none stripped naked. Tragedy invisible, laughter in abundance. No weight... Continue Reading →

Full Capacity, Damaged Brain

I am exhausted,I need some sleep.Afflictions on my body,and my mind begins to weep.Hearts running races,limbs like cement.Burning sensations,bones twisted and bent!Chills run through me,I'm losing this time.Can you please forman orderly line?A leigion of you,testing my sane!Too many thoughts,full capacity, damaged brain!Wrecked is what happens,when it all starts to spill.Mania commencing,and I can not... Continue Reading →

Kiss Me

My bitterness melted when you touched my face.Your lips pressed up against mine, and my heart began to race.I've been single so long, my body forgot mobility.Then you held me like that, oh damn the electricity!Sparks ran through me, like never before.Nirvana seeped, through every pore!Stay close to me always, enter my soul.Kiss me again,... Continue Reading →

Introvert

Shh, don't tell a soul, but I'm thriving right now! Whilst most of you are freaking out during lock down. My chest is looser, my limbs are sprite. There's a smile on my face, I can sleep at night! I'm not scared to go to bed. I'm filled with life, instead of dread! For the... Continue Reading →

What’s Real Doesn’t Have to Rhyme.

I'm searching for a reason to live. Don't get me wrong, I'm not wanting to die, the complete opposite. Truth be told, I'm scared of death. It's all encompassing. The dread an alarm clock, that rings filling my nightmares. My mask decays, each rotting piece crumples to the ground. Human contact driven away by a... Continue Reading →

Meditation

Meditation music on and take a deep breath. In, two, three, four. Out, two, three, four. The abnormalities happening in your body are fraudulent, and they shall not infiltrate your core. Close your eyes, centre yourself, and listen for the angelic chimes. Find your happy place surrounding you, as the instruments harmonize. Let your fastened... Continue Reading →

Somethings make us Equal!

My world is choking constantly, still I smile through. Burning sensations rush through me, is it the same for you? One false move for us, and many shall not survive! One fail swoop, there is no trust, all hope has now died! A community of morons, who lead us to our end. The ones in... Continue Reading →

Giant Teddy

I should get a giant bear,I really need a hug!Don't get me wrong, I love my bed,but, I'm not feeling quite so snug.This double bed feels far too big,Its virtually airing on empty.All these fancy cushionsand blankets draped a plenty.You'd think being alone so longyou'd get used to all this space.Yet, suddenly its lonely,staring back... Continue Reading →

Final Bow

It's got you pacing up and down,praying that you do not drown.Chest filling up with air,anxies, too much to bare.You thought you had become a pro,know what to do and where to go.With, every inch it's harder to breathe.Could this really be the end of me?Midnight walks in your corridor,please, don't fall upon the floor.The... Continue Reading →

Apart

I'm a nicer person when I'm drinking, Why don't I do this all the time? I love you all so much more, Drink and its dandy, it's all fine. I wake up still swaying My hearts still full, I'm here coz I want to Support you all. Then it wears off, I'm sobering up, You'll... Continue Reading →

What She Needs!

She's leaking from her eyes again, we don't understand why? An other day of crying. Yet, all our faces dry. She needs to lighten up, give less of a damn my girl. You can't do much to change things. Smilings great, give that a whirl. You know its not attractive, to see you look so... Continue Reading →

Selfishly

I feel fine in quarantine, but, I've been acting selfishly. I just sit in my comfort zone, watching you all go crazy! It's fine for me to tell you, "BLOODY STAY INSIDE!" Forgeting that you feel imprisoned, each day feeling less alive. But, remember when you told me that I needed to calm down? This... Continue Reading →

We can not live like this!

I feel like its inside me,I'm really fucking dizzy.My throat is like a vice,and, I am not ok!I can not do this,don't want to smile through this.None of you are listening,leave me be and go away!The moronic population,think of us as snowflakes.Spreading their idiocracy,and bullshit every day!My health is at decrease,lesser physical abilities,A demolished mentality,we... Continue Reading →

STAY IN

We need now, more than ever, a sense of community. Let's restore eachothers faith in humanity. We in isolation, thank you for your kindness, without your compassion we'd be trapped, no one to find us! There would be no food or anybody we could talk to. Although we can not show it, let me tell... Continue Reading →

Corona Compassion

No point worrying, put your big girl pants on. If you get it, you get it. Stop crying, whats wrong? It's only the old, oh, and the auto immune, that could potentially die, but it'll go away soon. Why are you panicked? Why can't you breathe? Quick, get away, shes got the disease! Actually no,... Continue Reading →

Slimming World Champions

Slimming World groups have been shut down. Don't worry though, there's no need to frown. We can support eachother Slimming World troops, Share pictures online, join Slimming World groups. I know its a time of uncertainty, many a people on panicky sprees. Lets take a deep breath, and rummage through cupboards, no need for the... Continue Reading →

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